Someone chose to walk away today.
And when I asked “Why?”, they said “You.”
But I stood my ground, I didn’t waiver-
Didn’t give chase as I often do.
And it felt pretty awful, being told I was awful.
It felt rotten to be told that I hadn’t behaved.
But what astounds me is that they didn’t just talk to me.
Was there no conversation we could have to be saved?
No.
Because the truth is that they were looking for reasons.
The truth is, they decided long ago.
That I just didn’t matter.
Not even enough to let me know.
And I cried and sobbed for the hurt that I felt.
I bawled that they hadn’t tried
Till I realized my tears would solve nothing.
They weren’t even going to say goodbye.
But I’m left wondering what travesties are being said
In the times when I’m not near.
What gossip and accusations are being flung about
That I don’t have the privilege to hear.
So if you’re angry or hostile or bitter with me
Please feel free to let me know.
Cuz if my name is not safe upon your lips –
Say goodbye, and let me go.
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